I keep trying
but I feel like giving up
sometimes its so hard
I wonder if I can ever do enough

I know to be patient
To take it day by day
But the closer we get
The farther she pushes me away

She doesn’t seem to think
people need to kiss
I say people need affection
No, men want sex, nothing more than this.

I don’t just want to fuck
I do want to make love
I can do without sex
But I’ll always need a way to love

She used to fuck a lot
She fucked so many men
Men who would mistreat her
All the type of men I cannot stand

And now she feels like more
than just tits and pussy
if that means no sex, fine
But I’ll still need some intimacy

I want to kiss her
And hold her tight
And have her hold me back
and make slow love all thru the long night

But I can’t get her love
she seems so far away
8 years of sex abuse
The effects are sure to show and stay

And I love her so much
And she’s worth all that love
And I’m willing to try
To not kiss to not touch but to love

And to wait, and to know
That however it’ll be
if we stay together
we’ll somehow figure it out, you’ll see